Childish Gambino - Heartbeat

I wanted you to know
That I am ready to go, heartbeat
My heartbeat
I wanted you to know
Whenever you aren't around, can't speak
I can't speak

I know what your boy like
Skinny tie and a cuff tight
He go and make breakfast
You walk around naked
I might just text you
Turn your phone over, when it's all over
No settling down, my text go to your screen
You know better than that
I come around when you least expect me
I'm sitting at the bar when your glass is empty
You thinking that the songs coming on to tempt me
I need to be alone like the way you left me
You start calling, you start crying
I come over, I'm inside you
I can't find you
The girl that I once had
But the sex that we have, isn't half bad
The text say that "It's not fair"
That's code for "He's not here"
And I'mma flirt with this new girl
And I'mma call if it don't work
So we fuck, till we come, to conclusions
All the things that we thought we were losing
I'm a ghost and you know this
That's why we broke up in the first place cause

It's late night Thursday
I know that you heard me
But you don't want the same thing
Well two can play that game
So I'm chilling with my girlfriend
But she not my real girlfriend
She got a key to my place but
She's not my real girlfriend
Stupid, so dummy
Say the wrong thing and wrong girls come runnin'
I'm paranoid that these girls want something from me
And it's hard to make a dime go one hundred
And my dude freakin' out over a worse fate
She on time, but she late for they first date
Cause he went and tried out all new condoms
Slipped off in a threesome, good problems?
Right? Wrong
Askin' him if she gonna play games
With the super smash brothers, but none of them you
I miss the sex when you kiss whenever you through
Sixty-nine is the only dinner for two
I was wrong, but would you have listened to you?
Uh, you were crazy
I got a heart, but the artichoke
Is the only thing girls want when you in that smokin' light

So we're done? This the real shit?
We used to hold hands like field trips
I'm a jerk, but your dude is a real dick
I read his posts on your wall and I feel sick
He ain't cool, he ball and all that
But he just a fake nigga who blog in all caps
You couldn't wait to date
I'm going straight for your thighs like the cake you ate
I give a fuck about the niggas that you say you hate
You know that I'm the best when I'm a-ffection-ate
I'm the best that you had, face it
J and Keyshia are related, racist
I give you money, then you burn it, like you made off
She ain't a killer, but she'd fucking blow your head off
I know he wondering, "What the fuck you hiding?"
That we dated like raps about Bin Laden
Ayo, fuck this
Are we dating? Are we fucking?
Are we best friends? Are we something in between that?
I wish we never fucked, and I mean that. 

But not really, you say the nastiest shit in bed and it's fuckin' awesome. 

How To Make Friends & Influence People

Have any of you read the book "How To Make Friends & Influence People"?! Well I haven't, but my friend Timmy has and he wrote some good notes on it. I read said notes and feel like I already live my life this way. The key points were something along the lines of:

• Always Smile
• Treat People With Respect
• Don't Argue
• Make People Feel Important

Now let's break this down; I'm ALWAYS smiling. There are very few times in my life where you'll see me unhappy. I believe that positive energy directly transfers from one person to the next. Respect; I try to treat everyone, even people I do not know, with the utmost respect. I am a firm believer in Karma & though I've faltered in the past, I always seem to find my way back to my morals. Arguments are negative energy in it's purest form. There is nothing wrong with debates, as long as you reference back to my last point. Far too often arguments turn into direct disrespect to both parties. Often times if you avoid the argument and treat the person with respect, they will end up taking your side, or at least validating your point.  Now to my last point; making people feel important is probably the easiest way to gain their friendship, trust, and respect. Speak their name when talking, and look into their eyes when listening. Now I know I am 100% guilty of picking up my phone while "listening" to people, but I'm working on it. I treat all of my friends equally and hold none of them higher than the rest. I actually had to set one straight who did not practice these points & we are no longer speaking. Not only do I treat all my friends alike, I expect them to do so too. They call me the social hub & I do not take this position lightly.

In closing, remember to treat everyone with respect, make them feel important, avoid arguments, and most importantly... SMILE!!

If you don't use it... you lose it!

So I'm going on a good 5 months. It sucks when you go from a consistent thing, to nothing at all. I feel like I may dry up and blow away if something doesn't happen soon. I'm going to the guadalupe river this weekend and will be staying in a "cottage" on the river. Maybe I can find me a classy young lady floating by haha.

I dont know what has happened to me. When I was 25, I was killing it. I didn't even have to try. Then I met someone and lost my touch. Now that she's gone, I can't seem to get back into my groove. It's not that I miss her, but I definitely miss the affection, the long lunches, and the parking garages.